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This picture is a little hommage to my work...never mind the title, there is a backstory to this picture but its pretty much messed up.


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You know what? Nevermind.

Here is the story.

This guy you see here is an old man who is living in the retirement home i am working in. We had a relationship together over good 4 years and still are involved with each other.
He is now 90 years old and was 86 as we met.

His wife who was in the same room as him knew about us but she accepted it to a certain degree, she just ignored it. We had a good relationship with each other.

Now to this picture...
As i said its an homage to this guy which i loved with all my heart...its ridiculous i know and i feel bad on one side, but i could not help my feeelings for him. We had an instant connection with each other...

At this time from 2010 to 2011 as many of you know i was in a relationship with :iconstrawberryzombie: a long distance relationship... to this time we already had this thing going on. I guess it was a try to be normal and have a rs with someone in my age and nothing as extraordinary as such a huge age difference...

So i felt extra guilty. I practically had a relationship with a nearly 90 year old guy in the same time a long distance relationship with a guy in my age ....i was even worse as a hooker i guess but my feelings were pretty complicated that time. I longed for someone in my reach and someone who could give me something i probably got not enough in my childhood...*sigh* i guess its with all girls who are attracted to much older guys...they got not enough love from daddy...

Anyway this was so long inside me and i could not tell anyone. Now its out and its good.

Dont think bad over me...please xD.

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I like this picture a lot, there's a strong sense of affection and intimacy, but at the same time i'm curious as of why you drew yourself and the man in such a slightly creepy way, shrouded in darkness despite the fact that everything else is bright, and with piercing, almost supernatural eyes. I like it, it makes the viewer wonder about it. (also, as i said before, your knowledge of anathomy is really solid and it shows in this pic, especially in the way you drew yourself!)
Also idk if i should comment on that, but i found the backstory of the picture pretty sweet, although given the attitude people have about relationships with a very large age gap, i understand how you'd be embarassed about sharing it. Personally i found it sweet, like i think everyone likes the idea of love even when you're old eheh.